Endless Waiting

Unclear and unfocused thoughts,

Trapped in negative emotions.

I can't seem to chase away the bad thoughts.

All I can do is sit around.

I'm waiting for someone,

But I can't remember who.

I'm waiting so long...

I'm waiting for someone.

My fingers tremble from anxiety.
I can no longer feel my feet.
My very soul seems like it's frozen.
Chasing away any bad thoughts is not an option.

I'm waiting so long...
But I can't remember who.
I'm waiting for someone,
But do I even know who?
I'm waiting so long...

Courage is something I no longer have,
All I can do is look back.
But it's not like I can go back.
My face is starting to feel numb.
Anxiety is the only thing that I know.

I'm waiting for someone.
I'm waiting so long.
My feet are frozen.
Hands can do nothing but tremble.

My face is now numb.
My soul isn't warm.
I lost all my courage.

I'm waiting for...
I'm waiting...
I'm...

Stuck with an afterimage of myself.
It does nothing,
For I can't go back.
Someone will one day come.

But do I even know who?
I'm waiting for someone,
I'm waiting so long...
And yet no one comes.
But do I even know who?

Does it even matter now?
I've frozen over,
Waiting for someone who can't even come.
After all, I've given up on myself.
I'm waiting...