Saturday, March 15, 2025

Lamb Stew

    Dead grass dominates the farmlands. A trickle of a river staggers from the mountainside. June’s father slaughtered the emaciated sheep, Toes, over a week ago. Her father and mother ate the last fatty chunk yesterday. Helping her mother prepare the stew, June discovers the rosemary, thyme, and bay leaf among the carrots and potatoes. These twigs of spices enhance the meaty flavor of stew, but they don’t have any more sheep. Her mother smiles and dumps the vegetables into the boiling cauldron. She reassures June that lamb is being added to the stew. June licks her lips.

“I hope we have a fat lamb.”

“She’s on the thin side, but her meat should last.”

“What’s her name?”

“June.”

    A hatchet thwacks June on the side of her head. She plummets to the floor and whimpers. Her father raises his hatchet and strikes again. The wife adds salt, pepper, rosemary, thyme, and a bay leaf to the cauldron. The husband takes the lamb, June, out back to dice up. Salting and drying out the pieces that won’t be added to tonight’s stew.

Spring Break, here I come! Times are rough, but here's a dark short story to pass the time. If you're able, please support me on Patreon so I can keep doing what I love.

Sunday, March 2, 2025

It's been a long two months.

    I'm sorry for not posting anything in February. I know I'm not the only one feeling wrung out from everything happening, nor am I currently someone in immediate danger. But I'm tired and furious about everything that's going on with Trump's 2nd term. I hate that we're in this situation. I know who I voted for. It was the Harris & Wales ticket. I voted for democracy and the betterment of this country. I'm not upset with the people who made the right choice. I'm disgusted at the people who made the wrong one. Every ill that befalls the United States is on you who voted for a fascist and his enablers. Hope the recession was worth whatever millisecond of joy you got out of Trump winning. May the pain you've wrought eat at your bones. I have no tears for you. Stay as safe as you can.


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Saturday, January 18, 2025

Hermit Crab Poem

 Step Outline- Hiking Trail (A Horror)

 

Prologue

 

Ext. Woodland Park, Upstate California- Sunset

 

It’s mid-autumn, hot. A week before school starts, there’s a family gathering. A young woman is arguing with her father. She’s holding onto her food. Then, she grabs her purse and storms off. Her father calls after her, but she’s heading into the mouth of the woods.

 

ACT I

 

Ext. The mouth of the woods- Dusk

 

She walks along the hiking trail, grumbling about her father. She takes a bite of her hotlink and complains about leaving her beer behind. She isn’t alone.

 

Int. Feelings

 

She wants to have one family outing where she doesn’t fight with her dad. It’s the same repeating argument, just a different scene. He always eats away at her good time. Why can’t Dad let me be?

 

Ext. Right at the throat of the woods- Dusk

 

She shouts to the listening woods she doesn’t want to return to her father. And the beast that’s stalking her listens.

 

ACT II

 

Ext. Swallowed by the woods- Dusk

 

The beast watches the woman slide down the woodland path. She’s speaking to herself aloud.

 

Int. Thoughts

 

Are her troubles so loud that they have to escape her body? If the beast sinks its teeth into her throat, will her words of anguish spill out with her blood? And then she shouts she doesn’t want to return to her father. If she doesn’t have any plans to leave the woods, he should have his fill.

 

ACT III

 

Int. Inside the belly- Dark

 

There are blistering bubbles below her. She lost a shoe and three toes. The walls flex and relax against her crawling hands. She didn’t know someone was tailing her and listening. She was so consumed with her fight with her father that she got devoured by another man.

Wednesday, December 25, 2024

I Wanted a Pet Bunny

 Sorry for the late post; it's the holidays. But here's a Christmas miracle: a blog post! If you want to support me, head to my Patreon and buy my poetry book.

    I was either 4 or 5 when I begged my Mom nonstop about getting a pet bunny. She told me there wasn't enough space in our apartment—it only had one bedroom that barely fit Mom and me. Yet I still wanted a pet. Bunnies are indoor pets that eat hay. Neither of us had a grass allergy, so I begged and begged, and finally, Mom took me to the pound. She didn't take me to get a bunny. The pound usually had cats and dogs. But she told me if I could find a bunny, I could have it. I was too young to realize what she was doing. But God decided to play a joke on both of us. There was a bunny. A blind, old, fat brown bunny. His health was bad. Looking back, the ethical thing would have been to euthanize the poor thing. I didn't see an unhealthy bunny; I saw my new pet. My Mom doesn't cuss, except when faced with something that messes with her life lessons. I threw a tantrum when she tried to talk me out of getting it. After hollering for 30 minutes- I don't believe it was that long- Mom got me the bunny.

    But she told me this: Since you don't want to wait for a healthier bunny, this will be the only one you get. Got it?

    I didn't realize the trap and agreed. My first and only bunny died four days later. I put him in a Payless shoe box. The lid didn't cover his body. His paper box coffin was heavy, and flies kept sneaking in. I threw him in the giant green trash, and my Mom grabbed my hand. She asked me if I wanted a new pet bunny.

    I told her: No, you made me promise. END.

Saturday, November 23, 2024

As You Wake

 Sorry for the late post. The fall quarter is almost over, and I've been busy and stressed. If you want more frequent updates, head over to my patreon. On to the post!

    Sweat builds upon your neck and chest. Your bedding cocoons you. There's no sleeping without a comforting weight on top. Your new tower fan blasts on the second-highest setting. It's quiet, unlike your old creaky fan dead in the apartment dumpster.

    A voice in the distance calls. Who? Your face flushes, and the crown of your head is soaked. A name, whose? You shiver from the dampness as your sweat cools from the blowing cold air. "Mommy!" A child? There shouldn't be a kid at your place. Louder and louder, "Mommy, mommy, mommy!" "Help!"

    You're fighting with your bedding. "Mom-" Your eyes open. Your voice dies as it hits the wall. Summer heat never lets you sleep. END.

Saturday, October 19, 2024

As the Day Starts

  The sun lazes over the eastern horizon. The gray morning breath leaves bits of dew atop the unmowed grass. A black-and-white stray cat climbs up a tree full of twittering birds. However, the stray loses its grip and falls off the trunk. The birds' perky chirping derides the stray's failed attempt to eat them. The stray cat slinks away to nap off its declawed pride. Peaceful mornings need at least one disappointment to start the day.

Saturday, September 21, 2024

Home After the Apocalypse

    When Niamh was able to return home after the Strange Change, she noticed that the old family house was affected. The frost of early winter caused the surrounding area to feel desolate. Anyone who's survived the world ending has faced the ghosts occupying their homes. And now Niamh has to confront the wraith lingering within her childhood home. Once inside, Niamh noticed the woody smell of the house.

"Welcome back...Niamh."

The front door slams shut and locks. Trapped inside, the temperature grows so icy Niamh can see her breath.

"I'm home." END.


Happy end of summer, and into autumn we go. I'm almost finished with school! Fingers crossed, I'll get my BA in creative writing Spring 2025. If you want to support me, join my patreon and buy my poetry book.

Saturday, August 17, 2024

A Person in White

 This summer has been too hot for comfort. If you're interested in supporting my writing, head over to patreon. You can also buy my poetry book and leave a review.

Every March 1st, a man in white appears before an old office building. After a few minutes, he enters the busy structure. The man joins the frenzy of co-workers rushing about. They're weighed down by long hours and little rest. Everyone moves about in a trance, barely missing each other. Despite the heat of working bodies in an increasingly warming place, not a drop of sweat dampened the man in white. Reaching a seemingly random row of cubicles, the man in white makes his way to a depersonalized desk. A discolored nametag that reads Matthew causes the ghost to disappear. END.

I'm not going to get into politics, but remember to vote. If you care about democracy, vote blue.

Saturday, July 20, 2024

Noir Fiction

    I hope you've been wearing sunscreen this summer! If you can support me and what I do, join my patreon and purchase my poetry book. Doing so allows me to keep growing as a writer.

    The cramped apartment is dark, besides the living room and kitchen. The heavy rain taps along to the white noise of evening downtown traffic. You've been relaxing to reruns of NCIS episodes for about an hour while your half-eaten meatball sandwich dries up. You toss aside political ad after political ad, not bothering to read them. You already know who you will vote for anyway, and this is all junk. You're about to discard another envelope when you see that it's actually a personal one. Your name, Raymond Hall, is written in sleek cursive. Who even writes in cursive these days?

    Curious about what's inside, you open the envelope despite not knowing who it's from. Unfolding the paper, you see that it's typed. Only one line is typed: What happened to your cousin Oswald? Along with the letter is a picture of you and Oswald smiling at the camera. Freaking out, you drop everything in your hands to scramble for your cell.


    Unlocking it, you dive through your contacts to call your mom. She'll know if any family has sent you a letter. The cell rings once, and your mother's loving voice answers. She goes through the basic conversation beats most parents ask their kids who don't call enough. You do your best to answer calmly, but your voice sometimes wavers. You get an opportunity to ask your mother if there's any family gossip going around with your aunts and uncles. Your releases a somber sigh and tells you that Oswald's body has been found. You still and mumble something before hanging up on your mom. As you stare blankly ahead, you stumble back into a childhood memory.

***


    It was the year Oswald disappeared. The both of you were spending winter break at your grandparents' house. The nearby woods were barren of leaves and critters. The dark gray clouds were heavy as they darkened the afternoon sky. The air smelled damp and caused your hair to frizz. Although the sky threatened to drown them, you dared Oswald to traverse the woods alone. That arrogant twelve-year-old did it and didn't return after fifteen minutes. Then it started drizzling, and you waited for him to get back. The rain picked up, and what was a drizzle transformed into a storm.


    You feared getting sick and waited for Oswald to come back inside the house. An hour passed, and your grandpa called the police to investigate. The cops searched the woods for five hours, but Oswald was never discovered. When questioned later, you reiterated that Oswald should have returned before it started raining. You didn't enter the woods; no one else was around the house.

At least that's how you told it to the adults.

***


    Snapping out of it, you pick up the photo that your grandma took and reexamine it. The thundering rain picks up as you flip the photograph. It's Oswald's handwriting on the back. He dated the picture and wrote yours, his name, and the place. You knew that Oswald would get lost in the woods without your help. He had been ridiculing you because of your lisp, and you wanted revenge. You spent days attacking his shallow pride. He was supposed to bitch-out of entering the woods.


    What happened to your cousin Oswald?


    Someone knows there's more to Oswald's disappearance and death than what you've told. Their threat is obvious, and you need to discover who it is. After all, two people can only keep a secret if one of them is dead, and you have a lot to live for. END.

Saturday, June 15, 2024

Outer Space Call

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Phone Call

    It's 2:30 AM, and Andy is on his phone. While mindlessly scrolling, a restricted number calls. Feeling curious, he decides to answer. But the voices that came through weren't human. Instead, Andy hears words inside white magnetic noise. After a minute of foreign sound filling his mind, the call ends. Shaken awake, he checks his phone in search of answers. But his call history doesn't show any sign of the restricted number. Believing it was a vivid dream, he puts his phone away and falls asleep. Shivering awake, Andy finds himself in the middle of an isolated field. Alone. END.

Saturday, May 18, 2024

A Pink Donut Box

 Here's May's blog post! Be sure to support me on patreon to get more frequent posts from me and to support my writing. You can also purchase my poetry book.

    Sophia walks into the kitchen and notices a pink donut box. She doesn't remember her roommate mentioning buying donuts. But, since she's hungry anyway, she might as well take a donut for herself. Unmarked snacks are open to munch on. As she approaches the counter, Sophia notices the grease stains are darker than usual. Maybe the donuts were a day old, and she hadn't seen them before. The sugary aroma of the donuts is strong. Weirder still, the tape used to close the box is unbroken. Sophia places her hand on top of the donut box. SNAP! She lifts the lid. END.

Saturday, April 20, 2024

Snow in the City of Yarrows

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Once upon a time, a girl teeters on the edge of the ancient clock tower. At the eleventh hour of the night, she should be asleep. Lost in a land of dreams guided by the summer’s night heat. But, instead, in her hands is her heart remade into a mirror. Glaring at her reflection, she squeezes the corners of the glass. A web of cracks fragments her heart. But before it shatters into a billion pieces, she lays a curse upon it. Time stills.

“May the shards of this mirror infest the victim with an unmovable frost. Let them not know mercy, warmth, or beauty just like I was forced to,” the billions of shards of her heart get carried through the city. The looming clock hands move again as time resumes.

It was not long ago when that lonely girl didn’t have a heart of glass. When her eyes weren’t hateful, and her lips a scowl. She was innocent of the curse she dared to lay. A snowflake unknowingly the herald of a blizzard.

At the blossoming of summer, the City of Yarrows greets the Festival of Fools with humor and an unending sprinkle of rainbow confetti. Colette gazes out her attic window, wistfully wishing to join the celebration. The clock tower is an ominous shadow that stares at her. But she’s unaware of its singular voyeuristic gaze. But she’s to remain in her dry room brimming with stories, longing to participate in the festivities. Always desiring more than the walls that surround her. Colette’s morning breakfast of jasmine tea, poached eggs, and wheat toast alarms her stomach of her hunger. Extracting herself from the window, Colette sits down at her desk and savors her breakfast. Sasha is only able to speak to Colette when she brings Colette her meals. These moments of direct human contact are something that Colette cherishes immensely. It’s one of the few selfish joys she’s allowed to have.

As Colette finishes her jasmine tea, three gentle knocks echo against the oak walls. Then, gathering her dishes on a silver tray, Colette goes to the door and touches the chilly space where the doorknob once was. A reminder of Lord Leslie’s punishment for her disobedience.

“Miss Colette, are you finished with your breakfast?” Sasha whispers.

“I am; how are the festival preparations going?”

“They’re going well; I’ll take the tray now.”

“Oh, okay,” Colette steps back as the door swings open.

A tall and boney woman with ashen hair and skin holds out her hands. Her pale lips downturn as she takes in Colette’s appearance. Despite Colette having one window, her eyes aren’t clouded by envy for the outside. Lord Leslie will be displeased.

Sasha snatches the tray, “Don’t forget to read today’s stories before nightfall. I’ll be back to bring you lunch.”

“Of,” the door slams close, “course.”

Leaving the door behind, Colette picks up her most recent book from the coffee table. The stories from this book touch the fleeting warmth in her heart. Colette rubs her hand against her chest, attempting to remove the chill. Then, sitting down in her dark leather reading chair, she cracks it open to her bookmarked story.

The Bitter Fruit Tree

Years ago, a young maiden, Lisa, worked as a maid for a great General. His bravery in battle, wealth, and handsome face made him popular among the local populace. But Lisa cared for none of it, as she loved his kindness and courage. So, she devoted herself to him and helped to ensure his daily life flowed smoothly. And he thanked her with a grateful smile. It wasn’t long before rumors of marriage spread around, with Lisa as the most likely candidate for his wife.

She had been loyal to him and cared for his needs like a loving housewife should. His parents expected the marriage, along with neighbors and friends. Lisa, thoughts her feelings were clear. But the days became weeks, and week to months, and a year had passed without the tolling of wedding bells. Everyone grew nervous, but Lisa remained determined. The General would propose to her soon. But that day hadn’t come, for the General brought home another woman, Alicia.

Alicia was a beauty with silky red hair, pale eyes, and translucent white skin. There wasn’t a freckle in sight. She spoke little and ate even less, maintaining a graceful and thin figure. Her delicate features made Lisa nervous. The General had always felt compelled to protect fragile things, and Alicia seemed made of glass. But Lise refused to be discouraged by doubt. Alicia is but an unfortunate woman found by the General and protected by pity. Jealously hasn’t a place in her heart, but the seed was already planted whether Lisa desired to acknowledge it.

Despite the unease Lisa felt, she remained kind to Alicia. Introducing the other woman to other members of the community. On one of their outings, Lisa discovered that Alicia caught the eye of the third prince. Prince Leroy was a beautiful man that many nobles gossiped about becoming the next King. He was the favored heir, and his mother, the Queen, lobbied to make him Crown Prince. He was the only man the General was seconded to.

Observing this as a sign from God, Lisa assisted in introducing Alicia to Prince Leroy. Over time, Prince Leroy and Alicia fell in love even when the General’s attempted to separate the two. And Lisa forgot her own jealousy and helped Alicia be with Prince Leroy. By the following spring, Alicia announced that she planned to become Prince Leroy’s mistress. Lisa was the first to congratulate Alicia. Alicia levied praise upon her for friendship and sisterhood. But the General only stewed in his wrath. Finally, the two women gathered Alicia’s things, and Alicia took a carriage to be united with her prince.

When Alicia’s carriage was but a dot in the distance, the General confronted Lisa. He raved unjust criticisms at Lisa and grew physical in his anger. It was then that Lisa’s blood-warming scream tempered the General’s fury. She collapsed to the dusky ground clutching her stomach. Blood streamed from her wound. The silver glare of the General’s dagger blinded her. The man she loved had stabbed her for a woman that hadn’t returned his affections. He hadn’t yelled for assistance or apologized for stabbing her. Instead, he planned to abandon Lisa and revolt against the imperial family, all for Alicia’s hand. As Lisa withered from the mortal coil, she cursed him to fail his vow of claiming Alicia for himself. Lisa never knew whether her curse held true, for when she died, her body transformed into a tree that bore bitter fruit. The End.

Colette jerks her book close onto her finger. The stinging pain causes her to reopen her storybook and blow on her hand. The self-inflicted injury dulls with each cooling blow. For a nameless man, the General is someone worth cursing. Lisa’s devotion was wasted, and Colette felt the woman was idiotic to be blinded by love. Lord Leslie’s guidance ensures that she’ll never end up like Lisa. Bitter because she failed to recognize she was being used by the man she trusted.

Readjusting in her seat, Colette turns the page to her next required reading. This one is shorter than the first, and she sighs in relief. The first story entranced her to the point of hunger. Colette’s fingers dance upon her belly to hush it as it rumbles quietly. But instead, she refocuses on the short tale.

Pork Stew

It was a year of famine, and a little girl, June, stood hungry in her family’s kitchen. The iron cauldron boiled above the fireplace and smelled of herbs gathered from the forest. Her parents swore pork would be added to the stew, but their last pig was slaughtered three weeks ago. She pondered where the pork would come from when a skull-breaking pain caused her to blackout. It was June’s mother who knocked her out. Her father was the one to hack June up. The husband and wife had a hearty pork stew for a week. The End.

Colette recoils from the story and wonders if the previous pig was a sibling of June’s. Someone June’s innocent mind could no longer recall. Then again, she can only remember Lord Lesile. Her parents but a blur. An unexpected growl disturbs Colette’s mind-numbing thoughts as her hunger demands her attention. With food at the forefront of her mind, Colette prays that Yarrows will never suffer a famine as she doesn’t want to become a cannibal.

“Miss Colette, it’s time for lunch,” Sasha stands between Colette and the outside.

Colette rises upon weakened knees, “Thank you, Sasha.”

Colette walks up to Sasha to take the tray of food. Atop the silver platter is a steaming bowl of pork stew.

“I have no taste for pork. So please, prepare something else, Sasha.”

“Lord Leslie wants to remind you that your parents abandoned you to his care.”

“What does that have to do with today’s meal?”

“An assurance that the lesson is engrained with you. Be sure to devour it all,” Sasha forces Colette to accept her lunch and shuts the door.

Colette eats, standing up, not gazing at the meat. Her mind flees from her body as it robotically spoons another mouthful of stew. It’s only when metal chimes against the bottom of the porcelain bowl does Colette stop eating. A large icy hand grips her shoulder.

“Good, you ate it all,” Lord Leslie’s low voice brushes her ear.

His cool word shocks Colette’s mind back to her body. The silver spoon clatters against the bowl’s rim.

His harsh stare keeps Colette from turning around, “Is there anything I can do for you, my lord?”

“Read the last story,” a rush of cold air proceeds the quiet hush of the door.

Following the order she’s been given, Colette returns to her reading chair to resume where she left off in the storybook.

Mirror, Mirror

Melpomene knows nothing of the outside world except the unreachable sounds through the high windows carved from the stone walls. Everything within the frosty cage is frozen. Her only friend is her reflection, which stares back at her from the full-length mirror. At the trick of the light, her doppelganger smiles while she frowns. Or stands closer to the mirror’s edge than Melpomene thought possible without her just as close. She didn’t know that a person’s reflection shouldn’t move independently. She hadn’t thought it strange, but one day the sound of festivities caused too great of an ache inside her heart. It is on this day that Melpomene’s reflection decides to speak.

“It’s painful, isn’t it? To be trapped here while everyone else cherishes the outside.”

“What, how, when have you been able to?”

A biting chuckle answers, “You can speak, and so can I! Although, it took me some time to figure that trick out.”

“Is it normal for mirrors to do what you do?”

“No, I’m special because of you!”

“How can I be special?”

“Why else would you be locked away?”

“Because...”

“Because there’s something about you that’s worth fearing.”

“I haven’t done anything, though.”

“Maybe nothing you can recollect, but you’ve created me out of loneliness.”

“You’re nothing more than a figment of my unstable mind.”

The scathing giggle returns, “Those ingrates out there would have long since killed themselves from the isolation. You haven’t, nor have you starved from lack of nutrients. In fact, dehydration should have killed you within the first three days after the water ran out. Yet you appear as any healthy young woman strolling atop the cobblestones.”

“How do you know all this if you’re as caged as I?”

“Now, you’re asking the correct question,” The doppelganger leans so close its lips glaze the glass, “I’ve found a way to escape.”

Melpomene’s vision blurs, “How?”

“Sacrifice”

“...sacrifice what?”

“The one that’s closest to you.”

“But I’m alone.”

“You have me remember. I suspect you’re locked away because you must lose someone close to gain what your heart desires most.”

“Is that why time stagnates inside these stonewalls?”

“Most likely.”

“I don’t wish to lose you.”

A passing solemn smile, “To be free, you must. To take revenge, you will.”

“Everyone who forsook me to this wretched place?”

“The vessels to your eventual escape.”

“What must be done?”

“On a day when the wind sweeps the dust from the floor, smash this mirror to bits. Grind every last shard into dust. If you bleed upon the glass, it’ll strengthen the curse even better. As the glass tornadoes around you lay your will upon it. The wind will carry the shards out the windows.”

“And implant themselves inside the ingrates outside.”

“Precisely, you’ll invest them with an identical desolate feeling until,”

“One grows cold enough to become my ideal vessel to body swap with. Deserting them here while I leave a blizzard in my wake.”

“The wind should pick up soon.”

Melpomene flattens her hand against the mirror. Her doppelganger hesitates but reflects Melpomene’s action.

“You’ll see me once you’ve escaped.”

“You’ll be like every other reflection.”

“That’s the price.”

The hot autumn air thrashes against icy stones as Melpomene shatters her mirror. Blood, tears, and striking wails assist in grinding the shards to dust. The heated wind tornadoes around her as she lays her curse in a shrieking voice. And for a brief moment, the storm stills. Then floods out the unreachable windows carrying along the specks of glass. The shards became a parasite to their new host, either a person or a beast. Weeks pass as Melpomene waits in isolation. Despite being the hottest time of the year, the village outside grows colder. The majority of the citizens are distant and cruel. And on an unnaturally chilly day, Melpomene feels a tug on her body. Guided by the pulling force, space warps around her, and Melpomene discovers herself outside the stonewalls. And as she promised herself, Melpomene brings forth a storm of ice and snow. The End.

A bouquet of sounds from the outside dance across Colette’s window. Dumping her storybook on the table, she goes to the window. The early evening mocks her for the life she’s missed out on. Of all the stories Lord Leslie has her read, Mirror, Mirror stabs at a familiar memory. And in her heart, envy blossoms into a flower of destructive loneliness. The air shifts, and a light thump weights down on the ground. Turning around, Colette notices the door is cracked open, and a small mirror partnered with a letter keeps it from closing.

Cautiously approaching the door, Colette picks up the letter. It’s written in Lord Leslie’s elegant hand. The only important words are, “The clock tower is downwind.” Compelling the door to open further, Colette gathers the mirror and makes her way to the clock tower. This summer night will bring snow. END.